Seff Basilisk (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} omgwtf_lol) wrote,@ 2004-11-23 22:29:00 |
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One more day, another day another destiny, another never ending road to calvary. These man who claim to know my crime will surely come a second time, one day more.
I did not live till i met you....how can i live when we are parted? Tomorrow you'll be worlds away, and yet with you my life has started....
Bah. One more day of drudgery. Physics and Health are blasting me hard for not getting work in. 's not good. Tomorrow kristin leaves for the land of "cell phones dont fucking work here, BITCH!" so it's gonna be a blah thanksgiving. Cousins all want me, but...im too tired. I dont post alot on this, but its usually after some relevation. Today i had another massive bout of cynicism. where i realized that nothing gold can stay and that beauty really IS fleeting. Not good. I think too much and do statistics in my mind. Only humans would create something as beautiful as hope, then something as horrid as logic to destroy it. Like i love kristin, but my cruel mind tells me "Guess what? you know how many HS relationships last? NOT MANY! and when it DOES end, for it will, it'll fucking crash and burn so hard you'll have scars for life"
how happy.
bah. just played some WC3 Gladiator Arena w/ a n00b director so im a little peeved, but 's 'kay. Im not dead (i think?) and i'll be bugging people again sooner or later. have fun y'all
-Seff
I did not live till i met you....how can i live when we are parted? Tomorrow you'll be worlds away, and yet with you my life has started....
Bah. One more day of drudgery. Physics and Health are blasting me hard for not getting work in. 's not good. Tomorrow kristin leaves for the land of "cell phones dont fucking work here, BITCH!" so it's gonna be a blah thanksgiving. Cousins all want me, but...im too tired. I dont post alot on this, but its usually after some relevation. Today i had another massive bout of cynicism. where i realized that nothing gold can stay and that beauty really IS fleeting. Not good. I think too much and do statistics in my mind. Only humans would create something as beautiful as hope, then something as horrid as logic to destroy it. Like i love kristin, but my cruel mind tells me "Guess what? you know how many HS relationships last? NOT MANY! and when it DOES end, for it will, it'll fucking crash and burn so hard you'll have scars for life"
how happy.
bah. just played some WC3 Gladiator Arena w/ a n00b director so im a little peeved, but 's 'kay. Im not dead (i think?) and i'll be bugging people again sooner or later. have fun y'all
-Seff
