Heh, yeah, really

Arrrrrrrrgh

2007-02-06T00:00:37Z

Long Time. No Post.

Redo of the geek quiz:

Your Geek Profile:

SciFi Geekiness: High
Fashion Geekiness: Moderate
Gamer Geekiness: Moderate
General Geekiness: Moderate
Internet Geekiness: Moderate
Music Geekiness: Moderate
Academic Geekiness: None
Geekiness in Love: None
Movie Geekiness: None

How Geeky Are You?

Meh, well I was wandering 'round the 'net, and instead of doing my work instead decided to do one of those Itunes Shuffle thingys...

Opening Credits:
Shook Me All Night Long (AC/DC)
(not bad...)

Waking Up:
When I was On Top of you
(heh...)

First Day At School:
All About Soul (Billy Joel)
(Could be...)

Falling In Love:
Phantom of the opera (Iron Maiden)
(wow....just...wow....)

Fight Song:
London Beckoned Songs Abiout Money Written By Machines (Panic At The Disco)
(ummm...I don't think I fight like that.)

Breaking Up:
Give You Back (Vertical Horizon)
(eeeeehhhh...)

Prom:
Thanks that Was fun (Barenaked Ladies)
(Am I really that much of a dick?)

Life:
Everything I Want to Be (Save Ferris)
(Nifty!)

Mental Breakdown:
Closing Time (Semisonic)
(Has happened, so it works...)

Friends:
Mona Lisas And Mad Hatters (Elton John)
(makes sense.)

Family:
You're a God (vertical Horizon)
(...wellllll....)

Dreaming:
Under 21 (Save Ferris)
(....I dream like that?)

Future:
Semi Charmed Life (Third Eye Blind)
(Hotness!)

Driving:
Finding me (Vertical Horizon)
(Good point)

Flashback:
Dead Boy's Poem (Nightwish)
(Depressing)

Getting Back Together:
Message In A Bottle (The Police)
(Makes no sense at all.)

Wedding:
Ironic (Alanis Morisette)
(Ditto with the no sense. Unless it means it's going to rain.)

Birth of Child:
Call and Answer (Barenaked Ladies)
(No sense...Unless I'm far away and am getting a call saying that I have a kid.)

Final Battle:
Idea Track (Idlewild)
(ehhh....guess so...)

Death Scene:
Larger Than Life (My Favorite Year by Flaherty & Ahrens)
(Am I really?)

Funeral Song:
Taking Over Me (Evanescense)
(Aww....)

End Credits:
Wish you were here (Blackmore's Night)
(Me likey!)

New Paltz

2006-02-19T23:43:35Z

Hi, I'm Seff. I've been playing D&D for almost three years now and currently run a game on thursdays over AIM. I have an application in to New Paltz and wanted to get a feel for the school, I was planning to go up tomorrow (monday) and wondered if I could crash on someone's couch or something? (No axe murderers please)

Arr. Myspace

2005-10-31T04:34:29Z

Confirm Add Friend

You cannot add yourself as a friend.

that's sad....
and you cant comment unless you're a friend....

Mrer. LJ's sorta dead. I'm slowly getting into myspace, but thats only b/c i dont have to do anything and i'm swarmed with peoples. It's like going into an empty room. Sitting down, and having everyone come to you. Less work, more fun.

Bah.

geek

2005-05-06T20:41:54Z

im not even a geek, or so samantha and the survey says.

<td bgcolor="#BBEEDD"> Academic Geekiness: None</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#B0F4D7"> Geekiness in Love: None</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#A4F9D2"> Movie Geekiness: None</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#99FFCC"> Music Geekiness: None</td></tr>

Your Geek Profile:

Fashion Geekiness: Moderate

General Geekiness: Moderate

SciFi Geekiness: Moderate

Gamer Geekiness: Low

Internet Geekiness: Low

How Geeky Are You?

OMG!

2005-05-06T20:39:08Z

Ergh, i dont know what to do with myself lately. I've become more and more apathic (apathetic?). I just sit and play stupid games and argue with people who do the exact same thing. Its horrible. I try to find adventures in people im not, in books in d&d in movies. it sucks. I always say im trying harder but i just cant concrete myself to do litlte things like homework. I dont know where im going to college, i dont know what im going to do with my life. Its so fucking confusing. I dont know anything, yet i know everything. I feel like im a whiny agnsty teenage goth. But I try not to whine, hate the kids who go goth because they think its cool and will laugh with anyone at the angst. In Health today patty came. This is the second time i've heard her speech but it still gets me. Why the hell am i complaining? she got a masters and a bachelors degree yet i cant move my dead ass to do simple little busywork. O, and as a result of not doing the busywork i have NO FUCKING CLUE what's going on in math half the time.

CLASSES I WILL MOST LIKELY FAIL THIS YEAR:
Precalc (NO idea what's going on)
Physics (i know it, i just keep messing it up)
Health (for the SECOND time.)

I dont know what to do or when to do it. I dont know who to talk to. I feel like a leech in a group. I hang on, i talk, i laugh, i listen, but i feel so goddam detached. Im a manwhore because its the only time i feel alive. I dont know what's going on anymore. I cant trust anyone, i need to trust people, but i think i cant. someone says something simple and i read too far into it, but sometimes i dont. you see what i mean? its all so confusing.

My head hurts. When i was younger i always read. People thought i was a genius because i could grasp concepts quickly when they're explained to me. IM NOT A GENIUS! ITS ALL SMOKE AND MIRRORS! I memorize little facts and try to pass them off as intelligence. I can draw a picture in my mind and try to shape reality to fit that. But math doesnt fit the picture. so i fail it.

I guess im just gonna hand in like 100 points worth of electives the next elective due date so i dont fail health agian. I hate it. its so monotinous.

I wish i knew how to deal with people. Back in 3rd grade when people were learning from thier friends how to deal with people, i was in a new school, dealing with new kids and getting in fights. I never learned. and in middle school i was a total recluse. I dont know what to do anymore.

I need you to tell me that you love me. I need to know im wanted. I need to find that ounce of support to keep my drive stimulated. I dont know. say something.

omgwtf_lol @ 2005-03-01T23:21:00

2005-03-02T04:21:38Z

Macs. They are fun

comic
http://ctrlaltdel-online.com/?t=archives&date=2004-07-03

movie thingy
http://members.cox.net/clyqz/macs.html

muahaha!

wow.

2005-01-12T05:22:25Z

Things are very complicated now. Used to be simple. Eat, Sleep, do some work, play a game, be happy. THen it got more complex. Eat, sleep, SHOWER, play a game, deal w/ girlfriend, work out.
now its even more complex. Reverse time, eat a bagel and die.

I dunno. its all whirlygig. Saw Before Sunrise + Before Sunset.

it was like
Songs. love. muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

I love you kristin. so much!11111

And everythings whirling and im trying to balance everything and im going to explode. and there is NO FUCKING WAY im gonna be awake enough tomorrow and im gonna fucking FAIL physics because i didnt get the lab in and all and goddamnit my head hurts. ERGH.

i dunno. drop me a line. threefivethreedashtwotwooneoneandps,you'renotsupposedtotypedashintoaphone.

or i'll be online. Blah.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgh!

2005-01-08T01:24:39Z

Arrgh. its been a while. Before christmas i got sick. was sick all through christmas and all. Kristin met the Amoons *wince*. didnt crash too bad. We had our 6mo. anniversary 2 days ago. I still havent found her x-mas present yet. Candy canes are bad when all you really want is to get drunk.

Zinc Powder + Lemons + Bag of Holding + flying power + copper dragon = ZAAAAAAAAAAAP!

D&D's OK. Being unconcious is a bad thing. Buttercup's dead, may have Venderholfen die soon too, but i want mah elf ranger to be ready afore 'e croaks.

Indianna Jones as a char. im scared now.

Umm...i beat Halo.

and blah.

and im a horrible mushball and in love w/ Kristin Elizabeth Groth. (Back off! MY K.E.G.!)

list o' 100.

2004-12-10T03:31:18Z

1. I'm always tired, always busy, and never having time for anything
2. I wish i had more time for people and less time for things
3. Mindless menial tasks drive me insane, but im always having to do them
4. I like my body, but hate my personality.
5. I've revamped myself many many times
6. I've only smoked 14 times grand total. 12 weed, 1 wierd stick thing, 1 ubër light cig from lauren
7. Never done anything harder than weed, dont 'specially want to.
8. I'm a hopeless romantic, and many times i've tried to find love, but usually its unreturned. Recently i found it returned, and i hope it'll last but my cynical side says it wont.
9. I used to think i had multiple personalities, but now i realize i just really change with my moods.
10. I automatically try to solve problems through violence, i hate that, but its what i do.
11. I'm insanely jealous.
12. I find myself being paranoid and dodging imaginary snipers sometimes
13. I'm not sure if im bi or straight. I can appreciate a goodlooking guy, but never did anything with one.
14. I find myself moving too fast in relationships, im the original fast eddie. Aside from two, i never kissed a girl without making out with her within 2 hours of the kiss.
15. I find myself taking risks.
16. I like condoms, they make good waterballoons, but so far i've only been able to find 3. *tear*
17. Its awkward buying condoms for waterballoons, people always assume i want to have sex with a cat, do i LOOK like a cat-f--ker?!
18. I don't believe in organized religion.
19. When i get confused it takes me a little while to move on.
20. I suffer bouts of depression and it can really slow me down
21. I think i have massive mental control, but cant control myself enough to do basic things like hw.
22. Im supposed to be doing a makeup history essay right now.
23. I have no clue how the hell im going to wakeup tomorrow.
24. Donnie Darko, the Jay and Silent Bob movies, Moulin Rouge, Meet Joe Black. Good 'uns.
25. I dont know who's my friends.
26. The more i talk to people, the more i realize that almost everyone hates someone secretly and pretends to be friends with them tho.
27. I need to exercise more.
28. I rely on my body too much, when i cant wake up, or I slip i feel betrayed.
29. I never forget grudges.
30. I can switch emotions in an instant.
31. I dont understand people as much as i think i do/wish i do.
32. Sometimes when i run i can almost feel wings on my back.
33. I never feel that im looking my best
34. I have a huge fucking nose.
35. Sometimes i hate my dad, but the older i get the more i find im like him. scares me shitless.
36. I always manage to pick up girls when i feel my uglist.
37. I like swords.
38. I wish i had claws.
39. I have so many books to read...and not enough time.
40. Guliver's Travels sucked ass.
41. I like food.
42. I feel that im invincible.
43. I dont really fit into any groups. I do sports, i like D&D and comp. games. I can dress nice if i want, and i know most of the "pot-heads".
44. I dont like Harman.
45. No clue how the hell im gonna get to 100.
46. I focus too much on material things, im a miser. Like in halo, with a full MA5 assault rifle i still fire in bursts, not a continuous stream.
47. this'll take me a while to do.
48. When i was little i dreamt of flying down the stairs. Now i do it every day. LEAP! swing on post, LEAP! grab the ceiling and swing down. WHAM on the platform at bottom of stairs, LEAP WHAM! in the living room.
49. Wolves are awesome.
50. I hate children under 8. cute they may be, but annoying as hell.
51. Cats are like toddlers, they look cute but make messes and are vicious little bastards
52. I'm a sadist and a control freak.
53. I'm a horrible manwhore.
54. but im always amazingly loyal.
55. I have a distorted sense of justice
56. Im an INFP.
57. I'm not doing well in school because im doing too much at once.
58. I wish i could balance this all.
59. I used to juggle steakknives. I still have the scar from the one i missed.
60. I used to drink and smoke a bit, but was forced off it all.
61. I dont know what im going to do later in life
62. I wanna be the green lantern
63. I like shooting.
64. I have insane reflexes.
65. I'm a poet and a songwriter, but i never show people my work because its never done.
66. One story i thought was crap (i did it piece by piece) everyone thought was awesome.
67. "It was completely random" was the title
68. Isaac Asimov was a pussy.
69. only did this twice. it works better when the guy's on the bottom.
70. If i get hurt, i usually self-heal.
71. I never get enough sleep.
72. I usually say something stupid to piss people off
73. When they react i get pissed off.
74. I always have sometime to cut, and something to start a fire with.
75. I can always eat.
76. I eat really fast.
77. I dont understand people who need 20 hours of sleep. I only get around 5, but can keep myself going.
78. I'm in love.
79. Dont'cha hate when your dick is sore after sex? or when they're on top and you thrust and screw it up and sorta wrench it?
80. I like mah penis.
81. I have an 8" penis, used to think it was average or small, but no one i've ever talked to has bigger.
82. Or the same size for that matter
83. Sometimes i think people are just humoring me.
84. I dont like people who insult others just for the sake of insulting them.
85. If you're gonna do something, calculate the risks and think about whether or not you can take the consequenses.
86. Stupid people shouldnt have sex.
87. Almost anyone can turn me on, but my intense loyalty keeps me from acting upon it.
88. I used to always wear a ring, until i gave it to someone i thought i liked. Then i threw it away.
89. Somethings i just try and try to block out of my memory. Back of Fencing bus, 1-month.
90. w00t! only 10 more to go!
91. Ok, i'll admit im cheating, but how else am i gonna get to 100?
92. I've only truely believed i loved two people. One was Sara. I think i just needed love so badly in my life that i forced myself to believe that. I was a completele dickwad, sara, im sorry. The other is Kristin.
93. I dunno what to think about Cell. sometimes we're close, othertimes she's a bitch just to be a bitch.
94. I wish i had more certainty in life.
95. I hate deadlines.
96. My sister is exhuberant.
97. I wish i could help people, but there's only so much i can do.
98. Coffee doesnt effect me. I wish it did. I once drank a double mocha, then a double expresso (after eating some coffee beans) and then went to bed and calmly went to sleep.
99. Sailing, gaming, and kristin. dont think i could live without those three.
100. Im a woodsey type of person. I love the woods, believe in nature's power and can survive a long time on my own.

YAY! i made it!

omgwtf_lol @ 2004-11-23T22:29:00

2004-11-24T03:34:31Z

One more day, another day another destiny, another never ending road to calvary. These man who claim to know my crime will surely come a second time, one day more.

I did not live till i met you....how can i live when we are parted? Tomorrow you'll be worlds away, and yet with you my life has started....

Bah. One more day of drudgery. Physics and Health are blasting me hard for not getting work in. 's not good. Tomorrow kristin leaves for the land of "cell phones dont fucking work here, BITCH!" so it's gonna be a blah thanksgiving. Cousins all want me, but...im too tired. I dont post alot on this, but its usually after some relevation. Today i had another massive bout of cynicism. where i realized that nothing gold can stay and that beauty really IS fleeting. Not good. I think too much and do statistics in my mind. Only humans would create something as beautiful as hope, then something as horrid as logic to destroy it. Like i love kristin, but my cruel mind tells me "Guess what? you know how many HS relationships last? NOT MANY! and when it DOES end, for it will, it'll fucking crash and burn so hard you'll have scars for life"

how happy.

bah. just played some WC3 Gladiator Arena w/ a n00b director so im a little peeved, but 's 'kay. Im not dead (i think?) and i'll be bugging people again sooner or later. have fun y'all

-Seff

i hate you kenny.

2004-09-24T01:51:43Z

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
omgwtf_lol goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as hobo.
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featherspy tricks you! You lose 20 pieces of candy!
fosterbass tricks you! You get a clothespin.
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lawrn tricks you! You get a dead frog.
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reflective_eyes tricks you! You get a dead frog.
scarletinsanity tricks you! You lose 24 pieces of candy!
omgwtf_lol ends up with 10 pieces of candy, a rotten egg, a clothespin, a dead frog, and a dead frog.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
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bublah

2004-09-23T21:33:18Z

buncha stuff happened since last posted. My fingers took to wandering and picking things up.... (my D&D DM gave me 50 exp points when i picked his pocket, then gave him back the cigs.)

I now play D&D. crazy fun. Mah cuz took a wham on his elbow and so got out of having to go see princess bride2 (or whatever)

umm.....dunno what else to say. feeling a little sick (love you anyway kristin)

......................................................................................................................

drugas du columbiana.

si?

meh, spanish sux0rz.

ummm....someone make an amazing comment so i have to think or something.

boom.

2004-09-03T20:29:27Z

i think i've found myself. pretty comfortable where i am now. Some things wierd, but most of its good. Im learning how to play D&D, much fun, got an amazing gf (if i havent bragged before, dont worry, i'll brag again), and life's OK. im finding myself.

if any o' y'all need help w/ anythin' just ask. you know who you be. I got a list of 11. and a coupla other people can ask....well anyone can ask. i'll probly try to help you anyway.

back

2004-08-08T02:58:16Z

just got back from a week in the woods. at camp. meh

summers going too damn fast. my dad's an asshole...same ol' same ol'.

meh, im tired.

WHICH way 's up?

meh

2004-07-26T03:57:23Z

happy

2004-07-20T04:53:19Z

for the last couple of days i've been HAPPY its SCARING me

anyway, after the last LJ post i was at my cousins, and i met this girl. Amazing. Beautiful blonde, thinks somewhat like me, even bloody understands me! I think im in love. Anyway, other then the bliss of kristin, nothing really big's been up. Cell had her partay, 'twas fun and all. Had a good talk w/ ben, we should talk more.

talked w/ trisch a bit, gonna need to talk more. I think my life is finally going where i want it to.

ergh.

2004-07-05T06:26:09Z

im feelin' a bit calmer. On one hand i got the whole shayna mess mostly cleared up, chris got his ass dumped by alex (hahahaha! you BASTARD! SEE! I didnt steal her! [i can now tho...hmmmmm]).
on the other hand....im still pretty confused, but i guess thats life.

does anyone know if glowsticks are toxic? me n' my 12 year old cousin cut one open and sprinkled it all over a road tonight. i got some on my t-shirt. it was awesome. little glowly green stars

ummm. yeah, thats about it. I got a really bad haircut....

ummm.... WHY THE HELL AM I SO BLOODY HAIRY!?! its a pain in the ass! (not really, tho it is uncomfortable, 'specially when im trying to sleep)

anyway, im bored, and...im bored. look me up if you're bored and wanna do crazy mayhem or something.....

BORED! DAMN IT

Donnie Darko.

2004-07-02T03:31:08Z

I havent updated in a long time. So, sorry to whatever poor fool actually reads this.

Mad World
"and i find it kind of funny and i find it kind of sad, that the dreams in which im dying are the best i've ever had"

I've been ups and downs. Finally got the whole shayna thing straightened out, which is good thing. (Desperation fer her, and a need to prove myself for me, you were right cell. i owe you a quarter)

chaos. in my mind.

here's an excerpt of a IM between me n' one o' me friends, chris.

DoomLordsBlade (11:20:20 PM): god.
DoomLordsBlade (11:20:25 PM): that was some crazy
DoomLordsBlade (11:20:28 PM): strike that
DoomLordsBlade (11:20:32 PM): i cant put it in words
DJ Theory 2k (11:20:42 PM): what happened?
DoomLordsBlade (11:20:43 PM): i just saw Donnie Darko
DJ Theory 2k (11:20:48 PM): and
DoomLordsBlade (11:20:55 PM): did you ever see it?
DJ Theory 2k (11:21:20 PM): no
DoomLordsBlade (11:21:29 PM): then you wouldnt understand.
DoomLordsBlade (11:21:37 PM): even if you saw it.
DJ Theory 2k (11:21:46 PM): ok
DoomLordsBlade (11:21:50 PM): you probably wouldnt understand it the same way i do.
DJ Theory 2k (11:22:20 PM): ok

DJ Theory 2k (11:25:04 PM): so, whats goin on
DoomLordsBlade (11:25:22 PM): my head
DoomLordsBlade (11:25:23 PM): chaos
DJ Theory 2k (11:26:06 PM): is this chaos good or bad?
DoomLordsBlade (11:26:11 PM): bad

In a sad way, i think i would do something like that.

i dont know anymore. i really dont know. chaos is loose in my mind. and tonight im going to walk. try to let loose the wild side i've kept penned up for so goddam long. maybe start a fight, probably get beaten senseless. i...i just dont know anymore. i dunno who i love, and who loves me any more. my world's in the chaos of my mind. leave a comment.

emotions

2004-06-20T05:10:57Z

i dont know what to think anymore. I walk at night to try to get rid of all the memories of the two main S-A's. But i cant. They haunt me. The first i know i fucked up, and i dont know what to do with that. The second...i still dont know. I never got "the talk". I try to put on a brave face, make it seem like it doesnt slow me down, but it does. Sometimes i feel so old. What ever happened to the magic of love? Did it really become this watered down? I dont know.....i've felt the spark with each of them, but i dont think they ever felt anything. I dont know what to think anymore.

"Springtime is your time, is my time, is our time, for springtime is love time, viva sweet love" E.E. Cummings.

Spring is here. Love has not yet reared its head and sheathed its fangs in my so far. It must know that the little bits are still poisoning me. ARRGH!

ergh.

2004-06-18T03:54:58Z

still bored.

here's something to help
a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
1. Take your livejournal username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (a=1, b=2, etc.). If your name contains numbers, you'll need to convert them to letters first before you can convert to numbers.
omgwtf_lol = 15+13+7+23+20+6+0+12+15+12

2. Add all of the numbers together to create a
kind of super number.
123

3. Make a note of the first digit of this number
(1), then add the digits of the number together.
6

4. Find the post of this number in your livejournal.
If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. Keep doing so until the number is smaller than your pathetic number of posts.

5. Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post.
"when"

6. Use the resulting word in a google image search, and select a picture from the first page.

too lazy to download pic.
http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/when-pirates-meet.jpg

WHOA!

2004-06-17T01:25:30Z

thats some fucked up shit right there. Seeing as spreadsothin is my bloody SISTER

blah.

2004-06-13T19:06:51Z

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blah blah

2004-06-07T23:00:06Z

my sister's music is affecting me.
the one about not joining the navy made me want to join the army
now. this song's making me sad.

stole this from Cori

Basic Info
1. Your Name: Youssef Kahlil Brady-Amoon
2. Your Nickname: Seff, Seffy, Bladz, Seffbasilisk, shadow, oneyedeadun
3. Your Birthday: July 9th
4. Your Age Now: 15
5. Your Location: New York
6. School Grade: 10th almost done w/ it
7. Sex: MALE
8. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
About Me
1. Hair Color: brown
2. Eye color: brown
3. Skin color: pale. fishbelly.
4. Height: 5'10, 5'11 something like that
5. Shoe size: 11 1/2 and its too small (shoe's 'sploding)
6. Do you care about the way you look?: sometimes
7. Do you get tanned?: i tan easily, never burn, but lose the tan mad fast
8. Do you have big ears?: dunno. my hair covers them
9. Do you have contacts or glasses?: glasses
Have You Ever...
1. Eaten an entire box of Oreo's?: yes.
2. Gotten in a car accident?: twice....(as far as i can remember)
3. Watched "Punky Brewster"?: no. what is it?
4. Hiked a mountain?: yeah
5. Death Valley on horseback?: nope
6. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: yeah
In the Past Week Have You...
1. Cried?: no
3. Cut your hair?: HELL no!
4. Worn a skirt?: um...no
5. Worn a tie?: no.
6. Been mean?: probly. YES! i BASHED this one moron on a forum
7. Been sarcastic?: no, really?
8. Gone for a walk?: yups
9. Gone out for dinner?: yeah with my parents
10. Met someone new?: yeah. freshman...britney? or something
11. Taken a test?: yeah...
12. Talked to an ex: sorta..
13. Missed an ex?: yes
14. Hugged someone?: i think...
15. Kissed someone?: not really
16. Danced with someone?: i dont dance
17. Had a nightmare?: yes. and it's called life.
18. Fought with your parents?: no. i just ignore them.
// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls?: blue. im thinking about painting them.
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets: blue/green.
03. What color is your rug?: wooden floors (when i can see them.) i got a pillow for stepping on
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: yeah. bunch from when i was little
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?: yes, yes. not in my room
06. Do you have a phone?: not in my room
07. Do you have your own computer?: nope
08. Do you have a desk?: yeah, covered in junk
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: HIDDEN!
10. What are your most favorite things in your room?: shells, knives, books. LOTS of books
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: had a torch one, but my SISTER broke it
// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: curse and turn off alarm
02. Anything unusual?: put on my ring before my glasses
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: not usually
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: not usually
// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack?: Green
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work?: nope. dont need to. or i dont do it.
03. Do you listen or doodle?: doodle.
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle?: swords, people, inventions 05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out?: cafeteria
06. What do you do right when schools over?: go home/ go to detention/ club/ annoy people
// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable?: not usually
02. Happy?: Sometimes
03. Tired? definitely
04. LEAVE ME ALONE?: sometimes
// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: all of nyack.
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: comp games, walking, training, soccer, fencing, swimming, cards, gambling, lotta stuff
03. Do you collect anything?: magic
04. What do you do in your spare time?: hobbies, movies
05. Are you in love, or at least falling?: thought i was, not sure anymore. im on my own for now at least.
// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed?: put my ring on my glasses and next to my bed
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: say 'night
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)?: back, side, stomach.
04. Do you like your life?: usually
Last cigarette: dont remember, dont smoke much
Last car ride: ride to school?
Last kiss: last one that counted? shit. that was a while ago. probly when i kissed chris's gf.
Last good cry: when i realized how i'd fucked stuff up bad
Last library book checked out: Witches Abroad from the library of aaron
Last movie seen: Euro trip
Last book read: umm......shit shit! i forgot the title! terry pratchett
Last cuss word uttered: motherfucker
Last beverage drank: bottle of seltzer...where the hell is that anyway?
Last food consumed: cookies
Last crush: when i get crushes i act pretty soon. and right now im crushless
Last phone call: Cell
Last TV show watched: damn. that was a while ago....Law N' Order probly. months ago.
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my sneakers. they dead
Last CD played: dont really got CDs. Probly trail of the dead.
Last item bought: Magic cards
Last downloaded: pics.
Last annoyance: love
Last disappointment: love
Last soda drank: some natural shit
Last thing written: note to cell probly. i dont "write" much.
Last key used: house, front door
Last word spoken: "hm"
Last sleep: last night
Last IM: my cousin
Last sexual fantasy: damn....hmm. now everyone's gonna see this 'eh? so i better make up a good one...hmmmm. sex rolling in jello w/ the gingerbread man.
(not really a fantasy but "S---- me, jawa man!)
Last weird encounter: random laughter
Last ice cream eaten: vanilla cone.
Last time wanting to die: long time ago. usually its wanting to kill, not to die.
Last time in love: thought i was in like...november or something. guess not...
Last time hugged: two days ago
Last time scolded: yesterday
Last time resentful: yesterday
Last chair sat in: the one im sitting in now
Last lipstick used: the one for Madame Shankter (or whatever)
Last show attended: umm. troy. movie
Last web page visited: KoL (http://www.kingdomofloathing.com)
//FAVORITE\\
1. Color: red
2. Song: into the fire (i guess)
3. Band: I dont have a favorite band
4. Thing to do: sleep, dream, have a good talk w/ an intellectual equal
5. Sports team: i dont watch sports much. but GO METS!
6. Holiday: xmas
7. Day of the week: Saturday
Birth
1. Where were you born?: Nyack hospital
2. What is your birthdate? 07-09-88
3. What are your parents' names?: Peggy and Joe
Friends
1. Who is your best friend(s)?: dont really got a "best"
2. Which one always makes your day?: CORI!
3. Do you know what you would do without your friend(s)?: be very bitter and angry all the time
4. Which one have you known the longest?: hmmm. Will.
5. Which one have you known the shortest?: that i count as a friend? Karl
6. Which one makes you smile?: the most? Cori. so damn bubbly!
1) What's your sign?: Cancer...didnt i already do this?
2) How often do you dream?: once a week or so
3) Do you dream in black/white or in color or both?: color
4) What do you dream about?: life
5) When you dream, do you see what's happening in a character's view or camera type view?: character's
6) What is your character usually in your dreams?: me
7) Do you daydream?: Yes
8) Have you ever dreamt about a guy/girl?: yes.
9) Do you find this stuff interesting?: What stuff?
10) Everyone likes a guy/girl. How many hours/minutes do you think about them each day?: a current one? 0. aint got one right now. when i did? like 8 or so.
11) Do you think about anything more often than you think about God?: yeah.
12 )Do you think about magic/magical things often?: 'es
13) Do you ever write stories?: sometimes...not recently
14) If so, do you ever get to the middle of it then it just seems to make no sense or have no plot so u just give up?: yeah, but i dont give up
15) Do you believe in magic?: yes.
16) Do you believe we have an undiscovered sixth sense?: yeah. it helps me on tests
17) Do you have deja vous often?: yeah. smells, feelings, temperatures
18) Do you ever dream about something then it happens later that month?: happened and freaked me the hell out when it first did. Now im sorta used to it.
19) Do you ever watch a movie you've never seen before, but recognize some of the scenes/group of lines?: yeah, I think it happened once or twice
20) Do you believe that people can slightly communicate with different dimensions/worlds?: yeah
21) What do you think about at night?: everything
22) Do you believe in life in the universe?: aliens? sure
23) Has this survey been interesting to you?: not really. now im bored. i might actually. *GASP SHOCK!* do some math HW

blah. bored.

bored...again...

2004-06-06T01:05:20Z

augh...nuffink to do (thats not work).

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boredboredboredbored. wierd. was drunk on life for a little bit. wore off tho.
runescape's growing on me. but i will NOT get addicted.

Im getting rusty, i need to work more.

Copurnicus. ARGH heliocentric model! WHY THE HELL DIDNT I REMEMBER THAT?!

ach, reading a terry pratchett book i "borrowed" from aaron (aka i followed him to his house and bugged him)

my life's been pretty blah. not much. still working on finding myself.

"In the forest of life, there is but one path. The one that your blaze yourself"
-Seff
just made that up.

ech. too bored to continue. gonna take out trash, then probably read terry pratchett, play some scarlet pimpernel songs and go n00b hunting in Halo.

to quote the person who never has a CLOUD on their parade, fergeddabout RAIN
"Peace out cub scout"

RRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2004-06-01T22:22:07Z

RAWR! People are too weak. too damn weak. chris wont stfu about that night at olives....arrrgh. bloody moron.

anyway, things are kinda blah, i dont do HW much until the last second so im sorta pressed for time. Anyway life is too blah.

more people are finding the real me. the guy i covered in armor of terror and malice. Its starting to flake off. Its good to have the armor, but it majorly restricts my movement. so off it goes.